Mom

 Before I begin with my story, 

here`s a poem about Mother`s love.

Without You

Mom, without you, there would be no me.

Your love, your attention, your guidance,

have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.   Mom was a very beautiful woman and a loving person.Mom was a very good mother you could ever imagine.So many great memories I had with Mom.I never imagine the day She was taken away from me would come and haunt me.Setiap yang hidup akan kembali menemui Allah.Mom said, "In life,we gotta believe in Faith." 

I miss her everyday, every minute and every second of my life.

No one can replace her. 
She always wanted to play piano and it was her dream actually.

The saddest part is she didnt get the chance to see me play.=(

She was my teacher, adviser and greatest inspiration.

She was the one who thinks that school is sucks..haha

So masa kecik2 ponteng sekolah was my thing..LOL

Thats why la I dont have friends sebab selalu sangat  ponteng sekolah

so no one wants to be my friend.huhuhuh..=(((

 So Mom was my best friend.

 One of the most difficult things about losing Mom is

that it seems nobody has the right thing to say.

Knowing that she is gone is still unimaginable.

It took me a long time to accept that she`s not coming back.

Its not easy to ease the pain.

Its not easy to wake up in the morning and realized that she`s not

gonna be there beside me and say the things I wanna hear 

whenever I feel sad or angry or lonely.

No its not easy.

But life must go on.

Sampai bila nak mengenang nasib kan?!

Terima segalanya dan redha dengan segala ketentuan Allah.

I still have my Dad and Siblings to comfort me.

Am grateful for that..

We named our new house  Casamadre, 

(meaning Rumah Ibu/Mother`s house)

so that she`ll always be remembered.

Spend 17 years together with Mom.

Full of great memories.

Love You Mom,

Now & Forever....

In loving memory of Mom

2/11/1951 - 28/4/2007

"A mother holds her children's hands for a while...their hearts forever."

  

Paramore

Jeremy,  Josh, Zac, Taylor & Hayley

Brothers Josh & Zac Farro have departed the band... OMG. =(((

This is so sad. I cant believe this is happening. Gosh!

Don`t worry Paramore you`ll always be in my heart. *crying* 

I hope Hayley Williams, Taylor & Jeremy will stick together no matter what..

To Josh & Zac Farro, I`m gonna miss you guys...=((

ANNOUNCEMENT (Paramore Blog)

Posted by Paramore

December 18, 2010

Over the past 6 years, our band has been through some of the most intense and incredible experiences of our lives. None of these things have been without trial. We've worked so hard to get to where we are and the fact that you are all still here with us says something about you that we will never be able to truly understand. You have stuck with us through thick and thin and we are so grateful. A couple of months ago, Josh and Zac let us know they would be leaving the band after our show in Orlando last Sunday. None of us were really shocked. For the last year it hasn't seemed as if they wanted to be around anymore. We want Josh and Zac to do something that makes them happy and if that isn't here with us, then we support them finding happiness elsewhere. But we never for a second thought about leaving any of this behind. We really hope that you can be encouraged by the fact that the three of us who are still here are ready to take on another chapter of our journey together. You have always been what keeps us going so why would we stop now? We want to stick by you. Knowing that we have a unified passion and a clear vision makes us feel stronger than ever.

The "blog" that was posted regarding everything that is going on with our band was a fake. We aren't sure who did it or why... And we aren't sure how they timed it this way. This is the first time that we have spoken out about what's going on and we wouldn't have released an official statement that important through a personal blog. So, we're sorry for any confusion and just to remain clear, this is the first time we have spoken out about this.

We have some amazing things lined up for next year starting with our tour in South America. We are still coming to you and we are excited about who we are bringing with us! The tour is still on and we can't wait to see you all.

As we look back, and now as we look with excitement to the future, in all of this what truly matters are the good times. The pictures of us with our arms around each other, the long van rides, your faces while you sing along as we play. Thank you for getting us right here to this very moment. We look forward to our best times. And we hope you will go there with us.

Love,
Hayley, Jeremy & Taylor

Paramore

Stick together guys and make more music for your fans!

 Memorable Concert by Paramore. 
 

 Was there with my brothers

 Paramore Rocks!!!!!

 Hayley (camera phone sucks ishhhhhh)

"Sing us a song, and we'll sing it back to you!"

 PARAMORE FOREVER!

Dee`s 21st Birthday

"Finally 21 and ready for some fun."

Happy Birthday to you Dee my angel. We`ve been friends  since primary school and I just wanna say that I cherish every moment we had as BFF. You`re  always there for me when I need my BFF.=)

I L.O.V.E YOU!!!! hug2!!hehehehhe

Movie Tix

Celebrate Dee`s birthday at GSC summit today and watch this hilarious movie. 

Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah.  LOL

Omigoddd We were laughing the whole time.. 

We plan for a picnic but due to bad weather we change our plan..grrrrr..nak picnic..=(((

Since we love to watch movies together so Hantu Kak Limah is a good idea..LOL.. 

At first macam malu2 nak tengok this movie but since I`m a big fan of Awie (dia cute), hahaha

the hell laaa nak malu2 kan!!huhhuuhu.. Kena la Support Industri Filem Malaysia..cewahhh..

Kudos Hantu Kak Limah.....=))))

 As For Presents,

I gave Dee a Pink Baju Kurung Moden for her birthday this year so that she can wear it

on GK`s wedding reception next month.=)))) 

Thank God she likes it...hehehe

I feel bad coz I promise to buy a new Purse (Charles & Keith) for her but I didnt..=(((..Sorry Dee!! 

(note to self: start a piggy bank to buy presents) hehehehe

21
 Grow Up & Act Like A Woman! 

Aint "teenagers" anymore okayyy. 

I hope our Friendship will last forever Dee!
 
Happy Birthday...

"Friends are the most important part of your life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories."

Job Hunting

"A lot of people quit looking for work as soon as they find a job."

Perkara yang paling sukar dalam kehidupan ini  ialah mencari kerja..kan?kan?Grrrrrrrrr

It aint easy aitee!! Hantar resume pastu dapat call from the company pastu pegilah interview pastu

cakap cakap dan cakap  dgn interviewer pastu tanya dan tanya dan tanya dan gelak ketawa pastu selesailah interview tersebut lalu mereka berkata "we will get back to you soon" lalu kita pun tunggu tunggu tunggu dan tunggu untuk panggilan tersebut tapi TAK ADA...ehhhh S@#TTTTTT....

 Words cant describe the feeling...

Saturday 18/12/2010 Job Hunting with Dee..It was fun but kami dilanda dengan dugaan yg kelakar iaitu apabila tiba sahaja di OWH kami dipaksa untuk lalu di LOADING BAY instead of the entrance..

Perasaan ketika itu: "Dee I rasa mcm nak menjerit laaa"..Dee berkata "Jom Blah" 

Afterwords we went straight to Menara Summit. Mission: Kelly Services.. 

Semasa sampai sahaja di Parking Lot nampak lagi LOADING BAY..ehhh puaka betul laa...haha

Dugaan kedua menimpa kami iaitu KS tutup kerana today kan Saturday..Haihhhhhhhh

Mission: Not accomplished...Dear GOD,is this some kind of punishment??haishhhhhhhhhh 

Oleh kerana terlalu kesal terhadap dugaan2 yang melanda we decided to have lunch at our fav place mana lagi McD laaaa...=))))))

cakap cakap cakap cakap dan cakap!! Beli porridge for Bee coz he`s sick today..=(((

Begitulah Kisah JOB HUNTING kami...

To Be Honest, I effing Hate Job Hunting!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

THE END..

  

Loneliness

It is an unpleasant feeling in which people experience a strong sense of emptiness. 

One might feel lonely even in the company of others, for example the loss of a significant person in one`s life. Learning to cope with changes in life is essential in overcoming loneliness. 

Everyone experiences loneliness. 

Loneliness comes with life.
 

"The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved."